Going Home. Again.

Waiting to get on a plane that will take me to Tokyo Narita, and then onto Taipei. I am making my annual solo trip back home so I can pack 359 days of homesickness, guilt and filial piety into a 3-day visit. (I will spend 3 days traveling due to time zone change and the sheer expansiveness of the Pacific Ocean).

As my parents get older, the necessity of going home as often as I could becomes unbearable. The anxiety and sadness I feel every time I see them though becomes unbearable as well. I long to see the joy in my dad’s face as much as I dread seeing his tears. March on, little soldier. That’s what I have been telling myself since I gave the TSA agent my passport and boarding passes.

I will try not to talk about feeling like a Godzilla as soon as I land in Tokyo. But I will feel that way while stuffing my face with food that I have been missing all year.

And I will try and send in pictures to be posted here (and below if the Flickr plug-in works). Just in case you wonder what I have been up to. *Megalomaniac laugh* *Megalomaniac laugh*

Love and peace.

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24 thoughts on “Going Home. Again.

  1. Justine

    I wish my home didn’t have to be so far away too. There’s no way I can go home as often as you do and because of that, I feel guilty. Somehow, when it comes to home, I always feel guilty. I wonder – will that ever stop?

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  2. Jack

    My little sister left home a million years ago. I once complained about all of the “family” stuff that I had to attend to here and she told me that I should be quiet because I didn’t understand how hard it was to be away.

    When my father got sick while visiting her I realized she was right. Anyhoo, enjoy the time you have- there is plenty of time to feel guilty later.
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  3. Cassandra

    Home was Taiwan while I was in high school. I am ruined for American “Chinese” food. Just not the same. at all. (My sister and I reminisce about the noodles we would get in the cafe basement of SoGo!)
    Personally, I can happily spend a week or two with my parents, but if other family is there, about 2 days does me in! Enjoy the madness!

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    1. Absence Alternatives Post author

      So you are a nicer daughter than I am! 😉 Random food found in random food court is already so awesome. Isn’t it just mind-blowing? ^_^

      What a great coincidence!!! I have yet to make my pilgrimage to Yong-Kong street for beef noodles. Now I am hungry again!

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  4. Joy

    I know where you are coming from…my parents recently moved back to Manila. When the kids and I Skype with them, they seem older, more fragile. Enjoy what you can of your short trip back to Taiwan. Zai jian!

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  5. BigLittleWolf

    Hoping the airport mania is not too, well, maniacal… and that home is good and not too hard to adjust (back) to.

    Now being on the “receiving” end of returning young adults, I am gaining a new appreciation for what it must be like for the parents of adult children who come to visit or… (drumroll)… to stay.
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  6. Ameena

    3 days can be short…or long, depending on how your parents mood can be. Lol. I can relate!

    Safe travels my friend, I hope it’s painless as can be. At the very least you know that it’s 72 hours and no more!
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    1. Absence Alternatives Post author

      Thank you! It is good to see my folks despite my recent, cough, complaint… Of course as soon as I saw my mother, I felt guilty for even writing about it…

      Every mother needs a daughter. Mine kind of lost hers when I left for the US in 1993…

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